I have officially over extended myself! Aah! the internet is a dangerous thing. with all the stress of the party and my anger towards my husband...and my loneliness..I went back to Ashley Madison.
Well it may be the time of year but it seems that there is a lot of new meat on Ashley. And some hot looking meat at that. Well I told you about the Boy Toy Construction Guy. Actually things are good. His texting was getting to me. Instead of calling or IMing, he would text. I guess bad memories from Mr. Government. And the texts were getting less and less flirty and more and more explicit. You know how I start to feel about being a whore.
Well, I stopped answering and now we're back on track. He called and we talked. And now he called three times each day (to make up for the texting). He's really cute. We have a really good connection. Funny, attentive, sweet....still potential there. In fact, we are meeting on Thursday! Lots of phone sex last week and lots of pix going back and forth on the cell phone. He definitely is getting me wet.
I am nervous. I feel like a little girl going on her first date. He's so into anal. He's so into taking his tongue and licking my hole. It's been a long time since someone has done that. A long time.
I blew off the second Podiatrist I told you about except that he keeps coming back. I told him he was so hung up with looks, he wasn't for me. He doesn't care he says BUT I do!! That's not going to go anywhere I don't feel the connection.
And now the REAL surprise. By accident, I left my Instant messaging on Ashley. A message came through and well I had been feeling a little lonely so I answered. A guy from another state so I took it as a grain of salt. They must do something about the water in that state. I am always attracted to men from there. Six Pack, Navigator, Soulmate Chris.....all hot and from that state.
Anyway, he was really interesting. A Pullitser (spelled wrong on purpose so I don't show up in a search) Prize Winner. Very impressive. You know how I get turned on by smart men. He is so knowledgable on so many different things....I really enjoyed talking to him. He's handsome and very funny, attentive and nice. A problem? He is soooo experienced. Probably had 30 affairs throughout his marriage. He has done everything (sex clubs, orgies, S&M, bondage, anal..okay you get the pix). The man is very much experienced and has experimented with sex.
We have been talking non stop these past few days. We have so much to talk about. He wants to show me and help me experiment. Like a professor I guess. He wants for me to experience all that I want to.....at my pace. Open the door to all those things on my list of sexual things I want to do. The man is pretty amazing.
So now what?? We were going to meet tonight actually. But I got sick. I never get sick and today
I have a bad cold. It sucks!! So I canceled then I made these plans with Mr. Construction Guy and well....Mr. Prize wants to meet tomorrow night. Hmmm....back to back sex with two new guys...I can't do it. the thought is kind of a turn on though. I haven't gotten laid in sooo long. the thought of two different cocks in one week is quite appealing!
So you see, you leave me alone for a few days and I get into trouble. Masturbating with two guys on the computer, phone sex, pix back and forth....you can't leave me alone. I've been in Wet OverDrive. We are talking.....super wet for days now. I admit it, I've masturbated twice today just to relieve the tension. Once Mr. Prize directed me....now that was real yummy.
So two men with huge THICK cocks and I don't know which direction to take. I'm usually much better at spacing them...one in and one out. Never where two were so at the beginning like this. Sigh!! Part of me says go with the flow...part of me says choose one now. Most of me says I need a real hard cock soon or I will explode!
Well it may be the time of year but it seems that there is a lot of new meat on Ashley. And some hot looking meat at that. Well I told you about the Boy Toy Construction Guy. Actually things are good. His texting was getting to me. Instead of calling or IMing, he would text. I guess bad memories from Mr. Government. And the texts were getting less and less flirty and more and more explicit. You know how I start to feel about being a whore.
Well, I stopped answering and now we're back on track. He called and we talked. And now he called three times each day (to make up for the texting). He's really cute. We have a really good connection. Funny, attentive, sweet....still potential there. In fact, we are meeting on Thursday! Lots of phone sex last week and lots of pix going back and forth on the cell phone. He definitely is getting me wet.
I am nervous. I feel like a little girl going on her first date. He's so into anal. He's so into taking his tongue and licking my hole. It's been a long time since someone has done that. A long time.I blew off the second Podiatrist I told you about except that he keeps coming back. I told him he was so hung up with looks, he wasn't for me. He doesn't care he says BUT I do!! That's not going to go anywhere I don't feel the connection.
And now the REAL surprise. By accident, I left my Instant messaging on Ashley. A message came through and well I had been feeling a little lonely so I answered. A guy from another state so I took it as a grain of salt. They must do something about the water in that state. I am always attracted to men from there. Six Pack, Navigator, Soulmate Chris.....all hot and from that state.
Anyway, he was really interesting. A Pullitser (spelled wrong on purpose so I don't show up in a search) Prize Winner. Very impressive. You know how I get turned on by smart men. He is so knowledgable on so many different things....I really enjoyed talking to him. He's handsome and very funny, attentive and nice. A problem? He is soooo experienced. Probably had 30 affairs throughout his marriage. He has done everything (sex clubs, orgies, S&M, bondage, anal..okay you get the pix). The man is very much experienced and has experimented with sex.
We have been talking non stop these past few days. We have so much to talk about. He wants to show me and help me experiment. Like a professor I guess. He wants for me to experience all that I want to.....at my pace. Open the door to all those things on my list of sexual things I want to do. The man is pretty amazing.
So now what?? We were going to meet tonight actually. But I got sick. I never get sick and today
I have a bad cold. It sucks!! So I canceled then I made these plans with Mr. Construction Guy and well....Mr. Prize wants to meet tomorrow night. Hmmm....back to back sex with two new guys...I can't do it. the thought is kind of a turn on though. I haven't gotten laid in sooo long. the thought of two different cocks in one week is quite appealing!So you see, you leave me alone for a few days and I get into trouble. Masturbating with two guys on the computer, phone sex, pix back and forth....you can't leave me alone. I've been in Wet OverDrive. We are talking.....super wet for days now. I admit it, I've masturbated twice today just to relieve the tension. Once Mr. Prize directed me....now that was real yummy.
So two men with huge THICK cocks and I don't know which direction to take. I'm usually much better at spacing them...one in and one out. Never where two were so at the beginning like this. Sigh!! Part of me says go with the flow...part of me says choose one now. Most of me says I need a real hard cock soon or I will explode!
