What a bizarre and interesting day!
A friend of mine had told me that she had tried this lotion that she was using for her skin. She noticed during this time that she started feeling really good about things (never connecting the two). Well, after days of using this cream...her ex (who repulsed her) was starting to look good. She felt like she was really flying high....Life was great.
Turns out this cream is Wild Yam Roots. Some believe this balances you!! Great for women...so she had everyone in her office try it. All the women felt great. Today, I was chatting with a friend. She's been having some real anxiety driven times lately. Actually the guy she was having an affair with ended up telling his wife he wanted a divorce. The opportunity was there and he felt he had to take it. she's a wreck.
So, I went to the store today and purchased the cream for us both to share. We decided to be guinea pigs...do our own experiment and see if this cream "balanced us", "made us horny", "made us feel like a million bucks". Okay, she's a nut like me. I go over there with the cream and we are in her back yard. Mind you.....three neighbors can see right into her back yard. They have company. We start reading the directions. the cream must go on your errogeneous, soft points of your body. Inner thighs, breasts, upper arms and stomach. Well, we just start applying....we pulled our pants down to get to our inner thighs, we lifted our shirts to get to our breasts...arms were easy and stomach with our shirts up....a breeze....
The two of us are howling with laughter like little kids. you know one of us is going to get a rash or something....nice places for an allergic reaction!! We are dangerous together...the two of us have a wild side. We love to just have fun. Both very impulsive...she is absolutely stunning. At a party, a good friend of mine (guy--who I have been friends with since I am 15) says...that's Ms. ____. Wow...heard a lot about her. Found out she has been the discussion at many local poker games....they all want to poke her!!
I rush home to be with my family. Parents are over and dad just got a computer. Mom is saying how he is watching all these sexy woman on it (MTV videos that she thinks is porno). You know you have to watch your husband my dear. They say they like to watch porno on it . do you
watch him? I saw a show where people talk about sex too. MY husband is sitting there, I am way too busy trying to find a job for that (defensively). Me, I am so shocked by this conversation...I don't know how to keep a straight face. Oh my! If they just knew.....I just sip my coffee, trying to look soooo innocent. Can't let my face say anything. Poker FACE!
GREAT!! Visions of Mr. Prize and our recent conversation while I looked at his cock are coming into my head. No smirk, no smile...I'm going to burst I think. A flood of thoughts about my blog, their own daughter's escapades, my naked tit on the internet for all to see (which someone pointed out makes a very nice screen saver....lol) That was funny.
"I like to play word games on the computer" I say soooo innocently. And off I change the subject about word games..Whew!! subject changed.
Gotta tell ya. Mr. Prize and I have been talking non stop. The anticipation, the connection is building and it is so damn intense. In conclusion, we are going to have dinner and then head to a hotel. No need to think any differently or pretend...we want each other. IT's on a different level than most of the frogs --(exciting yet scary)...I guess I can relate him closest to Soulmate Chris. Because we talk about everything, are so much alike, have so much in common....our mental stimulation is like mental masturbation...it feels soooo good. You know I like smart men...I love to connect on a mental level (as well as a physical level).
And he found my blog. He had podcasted in the past...I mentioned it so it wasn't too hard to find me then. I kind of feel very vulnerable now. first, it hasn't worked out very well with guys reading my blogs and then us trying to have something. Second, I felt like he got to see so much of me....okay, all of me. Know things about me that most people do not know about me. Learned deep inside feelings that...I probably wouldn't share or wouldn't have shared for awhile.
Feel like I handed over my play book to the other team. All the scrimmages laid out...all the details of every play for the other team to see. Ouch!! Well, I told him he can read until.....we hook up. Meeting date is scheduled for Tuesday night if neither of our work gets in the way.
Then he needs to forget my blog. I have to remain true to my blog. I feel uncomfortable with him knowing every move and thought after that. He said he will respect that. I will send him posts if I want him to see them... this should be interesting.//lol
Well the whirlwind is here again...that feeling of the anticipation of a meeting, the nervousness in my stomach...I am truly nervous. Why? He has done his experimenting already. I would put him in professional status.. ME? Well we all know I want to experiment but I am at beginner level here. Concerns? Yeah I do have them. I may not be enough for him. He's used to wild sex, orgies, S&M, he's very sexually open. And me?
Let's compare
it to..... hmmmm....sky diving. I read all the books that are out there. I learn all the things you can do, all the fun jumps, the correct form etc... And it is totally different when you are there and actually jumping. He actually jumps out of the planes. Quite a difference. I can make a million analogies... like reading about doing heart surgery and then actually doing it
. Okay I can go on and on...but you've gotten the pix.
so yes, Tuesday is our big meeting. What happens if we aren't into each other? What happens if that chemistry isn't there when we are face to face? We could be at a loss of words? Or maybe he thinks I look totally different than the pix I sent? time will only tell.......
A friend of mine had told me that she had tried this lotion that she was using for her skin. She noticed during this time that she started feeling really good about things (never connecting the two). Well, after days of using this cream...her ex (who repulsed her) was starting to look good. She felt like she was really flying high....Life was great.
Turns out this cream is Wild Yam Roots. Some believe this balances you!! Great for women...so she had everyone in her office try it. All the women felt great. Today, I was chatting with a friend. She's been having some real anxiety driven times lately. Actually the guy she was having an affair with ended up telling his wife he wanted a divorce. The opportunity was there and he felt he had to take it. she's a wreck.
So, I went to the store today and purchased the cream for us both to share. We decided to be guinea pigs...do our own experiment and see if this cream "balanced us", "made us horny", "made us feel like a million bucks". Okay, she's a nut like me. I go over there with the cream and we are in her back yard. Mind you.....three neighbors can see right into her back yard. They have company. We start reading the directions. the cream must go on your errogeneous, soft points of your body. Inner thighs, breasts, upper arms and stomach. Well, we just start applying....we pulled our pants down to get to our inner thighs, we lifted our shirts to get to our breasts...arms were easy and stomach with our shirts up....a breeze....
The two of us are howling with laughter like little kids. you know one of us is going to get a rash or something....nice places for an allergic reaction!! We are dangerous together...the two of us have a wild side. We love to just have fun. Both very impulsive...she is absolutely stunning. At a party, a good friend of mine (guy--who I have been friends with since I am 15) says...that's Ms. ____. Wow...heard a lot about her. Found out she has been the discussion at many local poker games....they all want to poke her!!
I rush home to be with my family. Parents are over and dad just got a computer. Mom is saying how he is watching all these sexy woman on it (MTV videos that she thinks is porno). You know you have to watch your husband my dear. They say they like to watch porno on it . do you
watch him? I saw a show where people talk about sex too. MY husband is sitting there, I am way too busy trying to find a job for that (defensively). Me, I am so shocked by this conversation...I don't know how to keep a straight face. Oh my! If they just knew.....I just sip my coffee, trying to look soooo innocent. Can't let my face say anything. Poker FACE!GREAT!! Visions of Mr. Prize and our recent conversation while I looked at his cock are coming into my head. No smirk, no smile...I'm going to burst I think. A flood of thoughts about my blog, their own daughter's escapades, my naked tit on the internet for all to see (which someone pointed out makes a very nice screen saver....lol) That was funny.
"I like to play word games on the computer" I say soooo innocently. And off I change the subject about word games..Whew!! subject changed.
Gotta tell ya. Mr. Prize and I have been talking non stop. The anticipation, the connection is building and it is so damn intense. In conclusion, we are going to have dinner and then head to a hotel. No need to think any differently or pretend...we want each other. IT's on a different level than most of the frogs --(exciting yet scary)...I guess I can relate him closest to Soulmate Chris. Because we talk about everything, are so much alike, have so much in common....our mental stimulation is like mental masturbation...it feels soooo good. You know I like smart men...I love to connect on a mental level (as well as a physical level).
And he found my blog. He had podcasted in the past...I mentioned it so it wasn't too hard to find me then. I kind of feel very vulnerable now. first, it hasn't worked out very well with guys reading my blogs and then us trying to have something. Second, I felt like he got to see so much of me....okay, all of me. Know things about me that most people do not know about me. Learned deep inside feelings that...I probably wouldn't share or wouldn't have shared for awhile.Feel like I handed over my play book to the other team. All the scrimmages laid out...all the details of every play for the other team to see. Ouch!! Well, I told him he can read until.....we hook up. Meeting date is scheduled for Tuesday night if neither of our work gets in the way.
Then he needs to forget my blog. I have to remain true to my blog. I feel uncomfortable with him knowing every move and thought after that. He said he will respect that. I will send him posts if I want him to see them... this should be interesting.//lolWell the whirlwind is here again...that feeling of the anticipation of a meeting, the nervousness in my stomach...I am truly nervous. Why? He has done his experimenting already. I would put him in professional status.. ME? Well we all know I want to experiment but I am at beginner level here. Concerns? Yeah I do have them. I may not be enough for him. He's used to wild sex, orgies, S&M, he's very sexually open. And me?
Let's compare
it to..... hmmmm....sky diving. I read all the books that are out there. I learn all the things you can do, all the fun jumps, the correct form etc... And it is totally different when you are there and actually jumping. He actually jumps out of the planes. Quite a difference. I can make a million analogies... like reading about doing heart surgery and then actually doing it
. Okay I can go on and on...but you've gotten the pix.so yes, Tuesday is our big meeting. What happens if we aren't into each other? What happens if that chemistry isn't there when we are face to face? We could be at a loss of words? Or maybe he thinks I look totally different than the pix I sent? time will only tell.......
