Hanging out with some single woman of all ages is very interesting. Woman have such a different take on dating. I have my BF who has been going wild and truly experimenting with threesomes and cougaring it. Then my neighbor who is asexual. And then there is her friend. A woman who was dating a man who wouldn't get divorced for eight years even though he wasn't with his wife. they even lived apart. I think his reason for not signing the papers were just a great way from him having to make a commitment to any other woman of marriage. Hey, it is a good plan actually. If you never sign the papers, you don't have to worry about a woman pulling you in and trying to marry you.
Well I found a great guy for her. I mean this guy is loaded, a doctor. He is actually Mr. Porsche's friend. I told Mr. Porsche I might have a great woman for his friend. He teased me and said that maybe he would fix me up with him. He was teasing but it went through me like a dagger. BUT I went with it. Wow, now there's a great catch. Maybe I should? I wouldn't have to worry about money for the rest of my life, he's into sex, he's good looking and just think of the best thing of all. You, me, him AND your wife can hang out together all the time. Ohhhh....the nervous giggle on the other end. Oh come on baby, we can hang with you...I can come over and have dinner with you in your house with the family......hehehheheehe
I don't think he will be recommending that I do his friend anymore. But the reality hit me after. Truth is, there is going to come a day when I do find someone. And when I do, I am going to have to end it with Mr. Porsche and the thought of that breaks my heart. The Reality is I am going to have to move on one day. I know I have been wild but when I do find Mr. Prince Charming (if I ever find him), I plan on being faithful to our relationship. If I ever find the man to fulfill me, this secret life will cease to exist because the man will bring my two worlds together. WOW...that is intense. BUT reality is, I am not even close to finding someone like that. I am beginning to wonder if he even exists, but I am sure having fun finding out.
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