A Pond Of Frogs, I should be hopping

Narcisstic?! ME?!? Oh my...Stalin obviously doesn't get it....INSECURE MORON is more like it. I wasn't trying to brag about the number of men.....I was trying to prove a point...that it doesn't matter how many men its the right one that would make the difference. Not the numbers.....yeah, I am such the bed notch type of women......(I am talking about Stalin;s comment to the last post)....Go Away Stalin, you wait for me to be vulnerable and down and then you pounce...I kind of feel bad for you....such built up hatred...

Has anyone read or seen the dvd "The Secret". I am trying really hard to get into it but its not an easy read. The concept "We are magnets in this universe and whatever we think is drawn to us....positive or negative" As a person who believes in Action....I am having a hard time with this. My philosophy in life has always been if you work for it, you can get it. this philosophy is you don't have to work for it...just believe you already have it..positive energy brings whatever you want. I have to continue reading it.....but I am certainly having a hard time with that.

And I am relatively a positive person....anyone have success with it?

I am surprised and worried...I have not been horny in over a week. A very unusual event for me. No masturbation, no rollercoaster.....this week I have been flat...and not due to a lack of men (and I am not being cocky here with that statement). I had a crazy week of men where all of them seemed to resurface this week. Soulmate Chris,, Mr. Springer, Fireman, Divorce Attorney, Navigator, Mr. Prize, CG, the Surgeon, and then of course the two new guys and DigEm. So shouldn't I be feeling overly happy with all this attention? I am not....wish I knew why. But something was in the damn air!! And my Ashley account was going wild!

So here's a great story.....I met this guy on married secrets. We became just friends (we had people in common and we weren't each others types). Anyway, we became really great friends. He came to me two weeks ago....wife was away for a week and he wanted to play. He had just gotten out of something with a 25 year old (he's 50!!) Anyway, I helped him with his Ashley Madison profile.....basically what I look for in a man. Within a week.....three woman...met two and has this great connection now with one of them. they spent almost a whole week in bed...

So maybe there is a matchmaking consultant job I can find. You know how there are people who consult you to get a job, people who consult you to get into colleges,,,,,I should be an secrt lover affair consultant....do you think that exists? Would I charge by the successful affair? How many times they fuck? LOL Well I got my finders fee with him....he took me out to lunch when they first made contact. Now, he's too busy in bed...

Have a great weekend!