It's as if he knows when I have given up. When he's just about to lose me. When I decided this weekend that I have to make my own closure. When I have begun to hate him.....he emails me.
"Ribbit. Call me now. 2:30, Paradise. Don't blow it. or then again blow it and make it all sticky and wet"
Now, we all know that I should have emailed back--- Fuck you! But I couldn't. I called. He sounded amazing but I could feel my guard was up. He's going through some shit now..didn't go into details but he hinted. I'm not playing with a full deck, he said.
My response, well either am I but maybe I have the cards you need to complete it.....
Aahh...I am off. I am doing what I shouldn't do....meet him!
1 comment:
meeting him today? now? wow..
you are smitten
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