Drug Of Lust, Podcast Up and Kama Sutra

It's finally up and running! I feel like I have been on a sex marathon! My entire body is aching from head to toe but it is a good ache! Probably if I wasn't technically inept it would help but I do pretty good for a dizzy blonde I guess!! So now you have to listen!! Yup! I promise you will laugh when you have a 1/2 hour, just click on it or listen to it while you are blogging!! It's so hard talking to yourself...it's weird. But I am enjoying it.

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So I have been so pre-occupied with my podcast. I forgot to give you updates. Mr. Government responded to the Cleavage pix...then I sent another note--- I told him look at all the PR and marketing I had to do for a cup of coffee, I would have to hire a whole advertising agency for a visit to OUR SPOT!! I added, I keep having flashbacks of you and I and I want you inside of me! I want "you and I" to experience all the different ways we didn't get to play! I WANT YOU!

He responded back: Tell me all about the different ways you want me? Hmmmm......I keep seeing him in my head. I keep wanting him so much. It was the rawness, it was the passion, it was the lust between two people who for so many years have forgotten what that feeling can feel like. It's an addicting feeling that once you taste it---you want more. It's the "Drug Of Lust".

I have this theory, that if you never tasted something you have no idea what it tastes like (I think I've told this theory to you before--too tired to look back). If you don't know the taste, you can't crave or desire it. But if you know how amazing something is, you can almost taste it when you want it so bad. I know that taste I have for Mr. Government is because we have already built a trust foundation. I trust him, we both feel the same emptiness in our marriages and he's not out to hurt me. In my heart, I know he could be replaced easily by someone else who fits that bill. But right now, I just have those images, especially the one I told you about, but didn't know the name---it's actually a Kama Sutra position. How fancy....I called it Doggie Style with me lying flat on my stomach with my butt arched up (this is the closest I could find)....The official title is "Aibha-The elephant" position or it was called "The Coitus of The Perfumed Garden." OKAY....in my book it was just amazing hot!! Have you ever looked into Kama Sutra? That is going to be in an upcoming podcast...its sensual, its hot and its aerobics.. Now researching that will be fun.

SO I am going to hit the bed and dream about some Kama Sutra positions. Definitely not with the hubby. Did you hear that explosion at 5:30AM EST?!? It was me!! It's a long story but I am old fashioned in some ways. I feel a man should provide (or at least contribute to providing ) for his family. Especially if you are afraid to leave your kids with him because he may forget to take care of them. He's not cut out for the daddy at home thing. Part of me feels working in the "real world" for someone else might be a great step towards my Escape Plan.

I don't want to be a grown up anymore!! I want to be in my mid twenties, working in the city and partying every night till dawn. How can we turn the clocks back!?! Such an old lady thought...but if I only knew what I know now!! Talk about how I would have lived life to capacity!

All right, going to put my pjs on and crawl under the cover. Going to think about some hot man tonight....Oh! You know I found these pix online...and I think they are a great reminder for us all that sometimes a lot is too much!...now are these real?!? I couldn't imagine a guy THAT big. Has anyone ever come across one that size. That would go in one way and come out my throat! Damn...and now look at this lady? How the hell does she walk around with those. I found them as I was researching and I had to share. Damn. he's also cute, okay bedtime..(sigh)

Sweet WET Dreams!