Stressed, Make A willy kit and Intimidated!

Originally my post was just on some funny things that I found on the internet during my research for my podcast. So I will show you two of them.

One is the Make your own Willy Kit---how hysterical. Here is a pix of the actual kit. Listen to the 2nd episode of Rendezvous Radio Podcast for details but basically you can make a replica of your secret lovers penis (or your spouse) and it becomes a usable dildo. Perfect for Valentines Day, great for secret loves and long distance relationships. Go to Rendezvous Radio for additonal information. I still am laughing from this one.

The next was a potato that someone was selling on Ebay! It is a real potato that looks like a penis and they are auctioning it off. Look at this thing!! Can you imagine finding this in the supermarket and saying "I'm going to buy it and sell it on Ebay". So tomorrow, go to your local grocer. Who knows what other fruits and vegetables you can sell on Ebay.

Finall,y, I screwed up in the podcast. Use water based lubricants not oil based if you are going to use a condom in your session. Oil based eats away at the condom!! Okay, back to my day!!

Stressed?!? Yes! Nervous?!? Yes Horny?! Yes!

Have you ever met someone that you truly felt was smarter than you, more powerful than you and possibly too good for you? I've actually never felt that way.I have always felt that it isn't what or who people are, it's the inner soul that matters. It doesn't matter what you do or who you are..."we all put our pants on the same way....one pants leg at a time". You see what I am saying!

Well Mr. Navigator has not told me much about himself. We actually had a great conversation and IM chat yesterday and today. I really like him..he's sweet, he's smart, he's got a warped sense of humor and he's got an air of power about him. Is it cockiness? I don't think so. Some men just ooze of power (which I get so turned on by). He's been considerate, sexy and thoughtful. He just IM'd me as I am writing this to say good night....and I got those tingles. Yes, those tingles I love when you first meet someone. That excitement of something new, that sexy, hot beginning--that tightness in your chest!! Oh boy! I'm petrified! Hey, I haven't even put Mr. Goverment's pix in my memory box yet.

Well, I am pretty good at Googling people and finding out about them with very little information. I guess I am a Google Stalker in some ways but an innocent one. I like to just see what I can find on that person. So, with really hardly any info... A first name, a state and that he is President of a Company....I googled. Yup! I found him. I couldn't believe it. And was I blown away!

His company is an international company with locations all around the world. He's one of those guys that the prominent and prestigious media companies quote him on forecasting things. I almost dropped dead. So, I am intimidated. I can't figure out why. Through my business, I have met, interviewed and even had dinner with movers and shakers.....so why this inferiority complex all of a sudden? Why did my thoughts immediately go to the fact that this guy can easily get a real show toy!!

So now I am petrified to meet him. He's seen my pix, I've been my usual sarcastic yet flirty self....so Cheri is having an inferior complex here! Ugh this sucks!! It is even worse because his wife wants him badly---he is just not interested in her (usually it's the opposite-right?!?). I feel a lot of pressure with this guy and it's my own inner pressure--since I've learned who he is.

I feel like I am playing a Poker Game. So, how do I play this one? Maybe I should fold? Should I play the cards and bluff? I holding a pair of Jacks, knowing he has a straight? !

Well, I didn't tell him that I know what he does and who he is. I actually think it's better that he doesn't know that I know. I'm going to wait for him to tell me. So any views on this one?