Ashley Madison Thank You

As I am working, I realized that since I had hidden my name on Ashley Madison, my email has been so quiet. I miss looking at pictures, reading profiles, requesting pictures and flirting with men. I shut my profile off a few weeks ago. Reality is, I have been juggling a few frogs and well, I didn't have time for more. But I miss flirting with new men.

I am compelled to turn my Ashley account back on BUT then I will be tempted. Tempted to meet more hot men. Tempted to start flirting again. And, right now, I have more than I can handle.

Mr Porsche has kept me happy. Mr. Electric (who I am meeting tomorrow) has also kept me content and then there is Mr. Cable (who we are meeting for a little connection on Thursday). I think that should keep me happy for awhile.......lol

Actually, my mailbox was fill today on my phone. I had to clear out some old messages from some frogs because there were 17 messages and my mailbox keeps getting filled up. I know, I know the one thing I tell everyone is to erase the evidence. But I can't. Certain frogs I keep their voices on my phone messages but today some had to go. It was hard to decide which I would erase forever. My first meeting......#1...was still on there. Memories of my first kiss came flooding back. And then, others had to go. However, I can't erase a few. They make me smile when I hear them......can you guess whose? Soulmate Chris, Tadpole, Mr. Prize..all stayed and made me giggle. And then there were the ones then when I heard their voices--my heart skipped a beat--- Mr. Government, Mystery Man and DigEm.

And DigEm's just made me smile and feel so warm and fuzzy......"hey Sweet Thang!" "I wish I could CUM right next to you my Pea" and other funny messages that I kept.....and then the good by message. It just reminds me how we had to part and how happy I am that he is okay and his marriage back on track. I have never felt such loss yet such happiness for someone.

So Ashley Madison, one day, I am going to have to add up actually how many men I have met online because of your website. Frogs have come and frogs have gone....but now the big question. Let's say that I get a divorce....will my dance card be just as full? Will I be able to find as many sexy single men as I have found married men?

Quite frankly, I don't even know if I would want a single man. I think my thinking has turned into a man's attitude. Love the connection, the intimacy but defintely don't want the commitment.