Dry Spell....Horniness is Killing Me

I don't know how much longer I can take these sexless weeks. I mean I was having amazing, amazing sex with two men......and now......I need more batteries for my vibrator. I hate walking around with that tight feeling and there being no relief. This truly sucks. Oh I will see Mr. Porsche this week. I think the anticipation is what is getting me all worked up tonight. I just want hot, wild sex. I just want to be fucked from behind till I drop from exhaustion.


Yes, all this stress with work and home.....I need a relief. I did write MM. I joked but then I had to tell him that I missed him terribly. I do miss him terribly. Is it time to start going back to Ashley?? Or do I dare to venture to the ...oh my, SINGLES sites....Do I try Match.com?

I am not ready for Match.com I don't think. Those people are looking for relationships.....right now, I want sex. That's it. I am tired of emotion....wow, I sound like a man. But my head is filled with emotion....hmmm....a hot boy toy escort service....interesting thought....6 pack...no attachment...it would be something new....another add to my experiences...well, I know I won't do that...disease scares me...BUT its a great fantasy to take to the tub with my waterproof vibrator right now.

Yes, tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow is a new week (I know technically today was) and I am determined to start it off right. A little masturbation and a little fantasy. Yes, I am determined to make this a great week.

Oh, funny story. I needed my brakes fixed today. But I went to the place late in the afternoon. I decided to go down there even though they usually will only take your car before 12n. So I went down in a tank top and shorts....and smiled and acted innocent (oh I didn't know....isn't there anything you can do for me?) And....my car got fixed! lol I had it by closing. Okay, I felt a little guilty when they turned another two people away and someone whose car came in at 12 they wouldn't do...he had to leave it. But that gave me the lift I needed. Cheri baby, you can do it. You can build that business you want to build......and yes, that stupid little car situation made me realize.....I CAN DO IT!! Now if I could just find sexual contentment again....can you imagine the miracles I could perform????!! LOL