Sex Recycling, Going Green?

What do I want? That is the question I asked myself today. The inner soul is restless and I feel like I am inbetween right now. On my way to a destination but just not there. So where am I going? I asked myself today, if I could have my life a certain way, how would it be.....of course only being able to change the things I have control of. Someones health, I don't. But what would I want from the things I could control. And the answer....to be free! Have my home life under control with a clean house, the children taken care and my business efficiently working and being successful. So what would I change? I would grow my business with additional help so I could work less, divorce my husband, work out, take care of me and just enjoy sex. It could be with one lover or many. But I need to be sexually fulfilled....when you are not sexually fulfilled, you end up procrastinating in all aspects of your life.


Today, I began the day masturbating. I can't take this horniness and I find it hard to focus. I tried to work but wasn't getting anywhere so I returned to bed, removed my pants, got out the vibrator and began my little escapades. My clit is sooo sensitive these days. Some circles and you can feel the wetness in my pussy. Dipping in one finger, I use the juices to stimulate my clit. Hmmmm.....is that considered going green? I am recycling the juices, re-using them for another purpose....not using oils....wow, I guess we are talking Sex Recycling--Going Green! Of course, do not do that with condoms....now we are talking a whole other story....lol

I love when a man's cock enters me...the feeling of my walls spreading...its such a turn on so today the vibrator played that role.....mmm...I came in seconds with all the wetness and my clit was pulsating...that amazing rush came over me.....how I love to orgasm. Still better with a man...but it was good. It's so interesting how we all have our own maturbating techniques...no two are the same...its a unique approach to make you reach ecstasy.....mmmmmm.....

So, now I am going to sit here and think of Sex Recycling, Going Green.....will have to put it on my website. LOL