MYstery Man re-Appears

Well, Mystery Man appeared. He apologized for the miscommunication. He meant 12noon today. He had emailed me last night to apologize.

Of course, my thinking and my uneasiness.....well you know me, i can't let it go. I want to but I can't. So we met today and it was a weird meeting. Yes, we had mindblowing sex but only once.....I sucked on his cock a lot today. He asked me if I had been practicing because I am just getting better and better. deeper and deeper.....actually, i was pretty good today....I was able to continually get his entire cock into the back of my throat and not gag once.

We had lunch....we chatted a little about his work, about my work...and then we played a little but it was different today. i can't explain it. First we talked a lot. He kept saying only talk if you are going to moan, beg or talk dirty.....(he was joking).....he was telling me jokes.....he told me I was annoying today (and i was because he doesn't like to talk...he was half joking). Then I stepped on his toe, bit his ass...I was a PITA today....but he was giving it back fine. I said your being a dick, are you planning to take off again?

Go write more of your stories my dear......I froze. Oh, you don't think I know about your writing? I looked and laughed and said what are you talkin about? i giggled. Aaah yes...the nervous lying giggle....he said. Okay, truth is, if he knew about my blog....he would have said something from it. He would have given me a hint...Secret Lovers Lane...but he was testing me. I take the 5th...I said. He laughed. Oh my, does he know about my blog? now that would suck.

We were slow dancing and kissing when I blurted out..."I thought something happened to you. I was upset and then i realized I would never know. I would be furious with you and you would be dead." I guess he saw that I was sad and serious....you have my email..he said. Well, what good is that, if you don't answer and I don't know if you are dead or alive.... "i promise, if you email and I am not dead, I will respond. Even if I am furious or we are over...if I don't respond, I am dead'. It sounded so funny, i laughed and let it go. I know he runs with this conversation and he isn't willing to budge. But its hard....

He held me again....we kissed good by twice.....thank you for worrying about me..I mean that. And then he hugged me tight. "We hardly had sex today"..... "we laughed and had fun, is that bad? "he said. Actually its not.....'thank you for making me smile'.

So it was a weird day. in some ways we got closer. In others I still feel an uneasiness. But I am glad we were together today. He is a really great fuck!! OOOOOOOO!!!!!! I came so hard!! Geez, a dysfunctional relationship we have....but it feels so good sexually....