Oh man......I have been so sexually deprived. Mr. Porsche is out of the country. Mystery Man is busy working and probably won't be able to see me this week. I am bored with the Divorce Attorney (he's so demanding and pushy). The Surgeon pops in to say hello....(the only online is getting so played).
So...I am sexless. I am asexual. Oh wait, to top it off. At 4AM, the hubby was touching my leg. I thought it was a bug crawling on me. He got busted and I flipped. I mean I am totally grossed out by that. It's like he's trying to fuck a dead body. The thought that he plays with my pussy when I am sleeping is disgusting. I told him to get the fuck out. He pretended he didn't know what he was doing....but when I moved he pulled his hand away quickly.....DUH!! He's creeping me out....I feel violated. I mean he's really scaring me.....I don't even know who he is...he may kill me in my sleep...(I hope that is just drama but I am a little concerned when he is weird like this and strange even during the day).
It's time again to start moving ahead. His small salary has been helping but I can't handle this.
Let's see on a happier note......
Heard from DigEm....it was one year ago that we met. I called him. I was upbeat but he knows me so well...he sensed a little sadness in my voice. Amazing...what a great guy he is!!
What else?! NOTHING!! Oh, I have been shopping on EBAY like a mad woman. Never did it before but I have been frustrated so I bought sooooo much. Jewelry, bathroom sinks, suits for work, more jewelry.....lol
Is asexual a consideration if you masturbate? Does that count? I just sat upstairs in my big chair and played with myself fantasizing about two guys watching me and wanting to fuck me....it took a little bit, but I ended up cumming.....rubbing my clit in my famous circles.....so I feel a little better I guess.
Ok, back to work. Trying to get a lot of work done this week on my website and other real work. I might has be successful and make money if I can't fuck right?
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