A New Contender Just Appears

Feeling much, much better. Wow, amazing how something like that can fuck up your head. Well, I sulked enough and it is now time to move on. There is still that sad, empty part in me. There is still that deep, deep, void. But quite frankly, I refuse to give in. I do find all I want to do is sleep....an escape...but I have to push myself. I am actually starting this new vitamin regimen. A friend of mine swears by it, so let's see if it works for me.

Anyway, quick update. I dumped all the frogs. And then there was one guy who wasn't exactly my type from Ashley but he IM'd me and well we had the best conversation. It wasn't all sexual...in fact it was very mentally stimulating. He has a great sense of humor, an educated mind and I can't even begin to tell you how we turned a discussion about the law into an entire sexual discussion.....gavels, motions, etc etc. It was mentally stimulating and entertaining.

Today he called me. Let's call him, Mr. MBA. We literally spoke on the phone for two hours. There wasn't even a lapse in the conversation, like we knew each other forever. Yes, there was a sexual tone (and I did even masturbate while he was talking to me). But it's the mental challenge that we are both enjoying so much. The quick smart wit. something I had with MM.

I don't know where it is going with him. I do want to meet him eventually but I was glad to hear he was out of town for the rest of the week. We could talk, but no meeting scheduled. Mr. Porsche has been so busy (and I do understand) we have been having fabulous talks but we haven't ben able to hook up.....

And then there is the husband. Oh tomorrow morning I will give you details. I think he is fooling around. However, he is horrible at it. He needs to read my blog. He needs to smarten up and take some cheating tips. You are going to laugh when you hear the details. Actually, I had my girlfriend gasping for air today. I didn't realize how matter of factly I was discussing it. It's funny..

Till tomorrow!! xoxoxxoxox