A Special Day

I have never been a big birthday fan...mainly because I am a big birthday fan and when the day comes, it doesn't seem special. I don't know, I usually go out of my way to make the people around me feel super special on their day. Well, today is my birthday. But this year, it is different...I got tons of emails this morning from friends wishing me a happy birthday. And of course, my parents, first thing...wished me a happy birthday...

What sucks is that I had he worse stomache virus yesterday so I am keeping my distance from people...I mean this thing was brutal..I still have the knots twisting but I feel a million times better.

But I have to tell you....Mr. Porsche truly stepped up to the plate today. At 12:35AM an email came through....which made me realize that materialistic things are so non fulfilling but a note from the heart that says "you are appreciated" is priceless...

So I hesitate to share it..because that was one of the reasons MM left me. He was flipped that I incorporated his emails into my blog. He said it was private..and I put it in my blog so I would have it for years to come. You can't print these things, you can only keep them somewhere and my blog has been my hidden journal.

I will share with you the excerpts later..because it was very special...and no matter what...this is going to be a real special day...because he made it that way.

Of course, in the back of my mind, I am hoping MM remembers and says Happy Birthday. I know it shouldn't matter but it does.