Successful Secret Rendezvous

What an emotionally crazy day!

I did meet six pack and well it went very well. Oh yes. He is much taller than I had thought...we are talking 6'5". But a really nice body. We met at a hotel lobby bar. The fact that we were at a bar in a hotel, added to the excitement in a weird way.

He's extremely nice. He's good looking and I enjoyed our conversation a lot. He's not a suave talker but he's sweet and complimentary. He kept telling me how sexy I was, how much sex appeal I had and he noticed that there the guys at the other tables head turned when I walked passed. Yes, this afternoon was exactly what I needed for my head.

Our conversation geared towards sex (of course) and we seem to be looking for the same thing. He took the lead. He is into trying light bondage, he is into sex toys and he is into experimenting with anal sex. Favorite position---doggie style. Hmmm.....sounds like we might have a match here ladies and gentleman. I liked him, no lull in the conversation and I was attracted to him. So we will see.

Okay, the romance. There was a dance floor and we slow danced a little, we sat by a waterfall in the hotel and was sitting really, really close.

The flirting. Oh you know me!! I can't help but flirt my ass off. We bought win for life tickets and of course I leaned over the table to scratch it off. "damn, you are killing me". He went and bought $10 more of scratch offs just to watch me bent over the table in that position. Finally, there was a little alcove, we were laughing and he looked into my eyes. Can I kiss you? I just reached up and gave him this sensual kiss, one that certainly was intense. Yes, I know I am a good kisser. Either that is a standard pick up line that every guy uses or there must be some truth to it. Every guy comments about my lips. I LOVE kissing. I truly do. It's so intense....some tongue swirling, some intense sucking face, slowing it down to intimate little kisses and even a little bite on the bottom lip. I love to KISS.....mmmm.......

He walked me out to my car. He looked into my eyes and said I really hope you had as good of a time as I did. I really want to see you again. I reached up and kissed him again---of course, I HAD to check his package to ensure he was telling the truth that he was so hard. Oh man, he was definitely, definitely hard.......his pants were bulging. That made me giggle. I said good by and that was it. Five minutes after I was driving home, he called my cell. You know I have such a hard on and it won't go away and all I keep thinking about is how sexy you are and those lips. Hmmmm....nice. So Cheri had a good day!!! Not putting all my eggs in the basket though. Taking it for what it was.....

So if I could ask for more? I would change two things.

1) He is the type who hardly dated in school. He just developed this hot body before he was really, really skinny. The impression I got is that he is making up for lost time. However, you know how I feel about being one in a million--not my thing. I dated a lot before I married and well, I'm not on a marathon. But we will see. He has already had 2 affairs.

2) He has his own company and it isn't doing so great. Looking to make a career change possibly. Okay, sounds too much like what is going on at home. I probably shouldn't compare but I have enough at home--he doesn't have to be a millionaire..just happy with what he is doing. Who knows maybe it won't be a problem if something develops.

So thats it. That was my really nice day! Sorry, no hot sex BUT I think it might follow with this guy. Of course, he's from another state. You know, except for Mr. Government ALL the guys have been from another state. So again, problem with how much we would see each other but not really. I'm not looking for a weekly thing.

Tonight, I listened to Chris podcast. It made me cry. He dedicated a song to a special friend. Sadly, I wasn't sure if it was to me.... Maybe he had found someone else. Two months ago, I would have said it was definitely to me but now, he hardly even emails with me. I haven't spoken to him in a while. I kind of feel like I have been long forgotten. The song sounds like it is about a guy who is just so crazy in his life, he knows that he has taken a toll on her life and she cares about him. And he says he want to hold onto her. So, that is the weird part that makes me think that the song is about someone else. Either way, if its for me its sad that we have gotten to that point ( I do miss him) and its sad if he is with someone else. Sigh.............I was in such a great mood, I usually feel great after his podcast. But today, this took me for a little loop.

Okay, snap out of it. Gonna think about six pack---maybe hunt to see if Mr. Backgammon is still alive--he fell off the face of the earth. Was suppose to meet a friend online to webcam today BUT my IM is all messed up. I'm going to try and re-down load it now. Maybe I'll webcam with Curious George for awhile.........yummy! So many delicious cocks!!