I found myself lying in bed last night thinking about the various cocks I have encountered over my life. It is quite amazing how unique each man’s gems are! So what brought this thought on? I think because this old bf had a thinner cock than I remembered. Funny how you don’t think that when you are 18!
As the years go on, I guess more experience, more cock views and sucks…you have some personal data for comparison. At this point in my life, I am almost qualified to do a scientific study on it! Of course that is only on circumcised penis’. I still have not encountered an uncircumsized cock yet..
The largest cock I have ever been with was one of my first boyfriends. It had girth that didn’t even fit when we tried to do it the first time. Now, reality can also be a little warped. I was almost a virgin, he was the second and I am now wondering whether that baby just looked so huge because I was so tight. Hmmmm…I should track him down just to see where he falls now in the line of cocks!
While I have been sitting here analyzing size, it honestly has not been the size that has constitutes a great lover. I admit, being a little on the larger size certainly has given me tons of pleasure. On the other hand, its easier to blow a guy who is not huge. The gag reflux doesn’t kick in as quickly….you don’t have to cheat by beginning before his cock is engorged to get the whole baby in your mouth.
So looking back…..size and depth are noticeable but if its not obviously really huge or really small…it doesn’t really play an important role to me. Its not the largest cock that has given me the biggest joy. It has been those that have above average girth and length. To me that is great cock. But honestly, only if the man knows how to use it. Its all in the technique. Oh yes, definitely in how the cock is put to use. Oh my, I am getting horny now.
A man wouldn’t understand but when I see the cock stick its head out of the underwear…wow! My mouth begins to water. Seeing it stiff and at attention, wow, that gets me all worked up, like its calling me. Actually, I remember with MM how the inner animal in me had to have that cock. I loved sucking on it…and blowing him but honestly, I needed his cock inside of me. My body just craved his cock that I never could wait for him to cum with a blow job. I HATE TO HAVE IT IN ME!! I never felt that way with anyone else actually. His just seemed to fit like a glove and the fact that he could make me cum during sex was something that never happened to me before so I guess my body saw it and needed it!
I try never to regret anything, so I didn't regret giving the old bf a blow job. It felt so right at the time. I thought about what Clem said..that I sounded like I pushed him but honestly, I was very cautious and watched that I didn't. While I don't know for sure but I think that he has done this before. He was the one who put his arm around me....he was the one who was massaging my arm and breasts...i made sure not to make the first move. I didn't want to put him in an uncomfortable situation. I mean on Ashley Madison, I know a guy is there because he is looking. Here I wasn't sure. So today, I was nervous a little that he was uncomfortable or something.
However, this afternoon, i got a text from him. I am so glad I got to see u. You are as beautiful as ever. Let's keep in touch this time. I will talk to you real soon! xo
I felt better now. The day will go down in my memories and quite frankly, I don't know if I will ever see him again...but the day was exactly what I needed. And for some reason, I think I will be hearing from him.
2 comments:
When it's so big it'll hurt you, it's best to suck it down to size the first time around. Then in about an hour take it everywhere else.
I've only seen it like that once.
Secretia
Oh, what a nice place the secret lovers lane blog is. I love secret things.
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