The Date From Hell

I have been talking to this one guy for a couple of weeks now. He's eccentric. Actually I would probably call him metrosexual. Whatever the fuck that means. We've been friends and hit it off well but I questioned his sexuality as well as his mental state, something was unique but he was super fun. Tonight we had plans to go to dinner. He was actually going to pick me up at my house. Honestly, the last few nights, i had noticed that he drinks frequently. Not volumnes but even when he is on the cam..he is having a glass of wine. I decided to drive myself since he seemed to drink a fair amount.

I was running a little late so he went to his country club for a drink.
Anyway, we met. The meeting was nice....he grabbed me and kissed me. as he drank more and more....he turned to me and basically said you are stunning, why aren't you in excellent shape? The last year I have certainly gained some weight but for him to confront me on it...hurt deeply. Sitting there, ripping me apart, I can't even begin to tell you how cruel he was. Basically hittng on my three weaknesses in life...I began to cry. And I got up to leave before dinner.

He stopped me...I couldn't believe he made me cry. He apologized but this man was what I would call brutal in his opinions and expressing them. i didn't tell him that he was a wackadoo...dancing and stretching by the bar. He was actually embarrassing. He was apologetic and begged me to stay. Holding me, kissing me..but I kept pulling away. I stayed as a friend, the evening got more bizarre as we were drinking more. I can't even begin to tell you how mentally bizarre it was. Looking back, it was as if I was trying to figure out what it was about him. I have never met such a smart...brilliant man...yet strange is putting it mildly. Not a bad strange, he was like a cartoon character. Actually the TRIX rabbit would explain him well now that I am thinking about it.

I wanted nothing to do with him. The more I pushed him away, the more the wanted me. I was confused and slightly buzzed. He rips me apart and then says he thought I was gorgeous and he was sorry for hurting me but he always tells the truth and he really likes me and he wanted to sleep with me. Is he kidding me? After that discussion, I was totally destroyed and he wanted me to screw him? Coldly, I just came because I was curious what an uncircumsized cock looks like. He was a little hurt and now I ran with it. What's its deal? And...he whipped it out at the bar and put his hard cock in my hands. CRAP, this guy was insane.

We both went the the bathroom and then he began to pull me into the mens room. "Come hold it for me". I rolled my eyes and said..you can do it yourself. Meanwhile, the bathroom door was open...come in, come in." Stop it..and then this poor 24 year old comes out of the bathroom. The waiter was try to pee. No wonder why I didn't know he was in there, he was probably trying to pee and couldn't with all the talk of me coming in.

His car was in the front and it was pouring so I jumped into his car and he drove me to mine. I really like you....I am attracted to you and I admit it, I am usually with skinny model types. You are different, you are so sexual and sensual. I don't remember how we got on the topic in the car but we had gotten on the topic of tying someone up in the past. I want you to tie me up. I was buzzed and I said..get in the back...OMG HERE?!?! The fact that he was uncomfortable made me want to do it more. i found these belt things in his car...and I tied him to the back seat...one hand behind each headrest....I opened his pants, and his cock was so damn hard..to my surprise, a uncircumsized cock looks exactly the same when it is full size. I teased him relentlessly, made him as hard as he could get without cumming and then...I was done. There he was in the backseat with no pants on tied to the car. For a moment, I thought about leaving him there but I didn't. I untied him.
He kissed me goodnight and held me close and said he wanted to see me again. Oh please...I was going home and blocking him however I could. I am already self conscious and insecure and I needed this date like a bullet in my head.

I got into my car and cried. He called me twice. His message said that I was different than any girl he knew. That I was so sensual and sexy and that me not being a model type was something he thinks he could get over. My thoughts, don't do me any favors. He just called me this morning...I am not going to answer.

So in conclusion, I am want to lose the weight but for me actually...not for any man. I am going to make other changes as well...but for ME! Tonight, I had another date which I am cancelling. I thought about it, my first night without the kids, I just want to sit in my house and relax, straighten up and enjoy the serenity.