Sexually Charging My Nightly Walk

Okay, I found a new version of Cheri's Wonderland pix. My, oh my!! I actually still like the first pix better, not sure how I'm feeling about the animals in this one.

Tonight, I needed to let off some sexual energy. You would think after my rendezvous on Sunday that I would be less horny. Oh no!! It seems the "taste of the forbidden fruit" theory comes in. I want more! I love that feeling of hot chemistry. I love when two bodies meet and the desire is so intense. Anyway, bottom line, I am walking around like a sexually charged energized bunny!!

Yesterday, I wanted to play with dear tadpole. I wanted him to direct my masturbation session--He knew it but he's such a tough cookie some times!! RRRRRR!!! It's funny how he knows what I want, he knows my agenda (actually 99% of the time) but the guy is like a brick wall--I don't know what it is. If he does it to challenge me or he just won't let me control the situation at all...sigh. You know I like getting my way and he won't give me an inch! So he challenges me and it frustrates me at times (as I am giggling of course). The man makes me work!!! LOL Actually, I really enjoy talking with him (and he makes me laugh). But come on, make me feel like I got my way once in a while!

So, I decided I needed to release some of this energy so I walked tonight. I threw on my kid's IPOD and walked and walked and walked. Oh, his music certainly did not help me be less sexually stirred up. Songs like Boom, Boom, Boom (let me stick my pole in your fold), Dirty Little Secrets and Janet Jackson...seemed to just get me stirred up even more.

So, I kept going farther and farther getting hornier and hornier. And then, a song comes on the podcast and through the headphones is part of Soulmate Chris' podcast. How the fuck did that get on my kid's podcast? At full volumne was Chris voice blasting through my headset. It stopped me in my tracks and I am sure I turned whiter than a ghost. I finally figured it out that my son's IPOD loads down all things marked music...and that is what Chris podcast is about.

Actually it was probably good timing because I had a long way to get home and I needed some additional fuel. He has this intoxicating, sexy voice that it first made me a little sad (it lasted one minute) and then my mood changed from sexually frustrated to sad to immediate anger. All the thoughts about him and some of the things he said came flying back to me. Actually, re-thinking some of our conversations--I realized what a pom pous ass he really was. Also, how degrading and damn right rude he could be. And cocky?!?!? His life was always the worst, the most stressed. Now he had pressure--but the damn selfish bastard--at the time, my entire life had REALLY been falling apart.

Looking back at it, I realize he came with the first stream of first men that I met at Ashley. Funny, he wasn't even my first choice. He was one of four men but with his sweetness (actually his sales ability), his attention, his desire to know everything about me---we clicked. He was offering the friendship AND the sexual fulfillment. I didn't even like him at the beginning. I actually had totally put him into the friend category. Not my type. He was soooo not my type. Actually, he still is not my physical type (or obviously not even close to the person I thought he was), the opposite of everything I had ever gone for. But at the time I said, well its been so many years who knows what my type is anymore?! So that was it.....he served his purpose, he got me so angry he got me through the last mile. Putz!!

So this thing of those sexually charging songs--while they torture me in some ways, they are perfect to get me moving this summer. Yes, I will be blasting those sexually charged songs on my nightly works. Working my hump and my hips...listening to the poles and folds!!
Have a great day at work!!