Cheri's "Kiss and Tell" Updates

I've sat down at the computer and come to the conclusion, I have nothing specific to blog about tonight. I was saving this Santa pix for a Christmas post and well if I didn't put it in today, it would haunt me all year so here it is (I feel better) There is not one thing that popped in my head and said.."that is tonight's blog". Actually, I am in a very strange mood today but it's not a bad mood--kind of a relaxed mood. I realized that it is the fact that I am giving myself permission this week not to work. Which takes a lot of stress off of me.

So, tonights blog will just be a "Kiss and Tell" update and how I am entering the new year with each of my rendezvous':

Mr. Divorce Attorney is pursuing me hot and heavy! He insists that we meet tomorrow morning. I told him "Fine....I will bring my kids along and you might as well bring yours and we will make it a playdate!" How unsexual is that? "We have to meet tomorrow morning!" Wow! I swear I sarcastically drew you a pix that was suppose to turn you off. This man just wants to fuck. Plan and simple. Which is fine except I am not into that right now. He's hot but I want more than blatant sex. This guy can't even pretend to sweet talk me!

Mr. Chiropractor- a real sweet guy. Not sure if there is a sexual thing there though. Well for him there is, he can't wait for us to meet. I told him after the first and he is totally fine with that. Wish he had a little more sexual appeal though.

Mr. Government-I miss him. The guilt is really keeping him away. He text messaged me Merry Christmas and that he misses me and he can't see me because if he does--he will have to have me. So, after the new year I recommended a latte at Starbucks. I told him while I would love to do him on the table, they won't let us...so he doesn't have to worry. I want you but I need to try and work on my marriage--give me a few weeks to build up some strength. Normally, I would say this guy was BSing me. But he hasn't visited Ashley in a long time. So, I am going to let him sit although I really truly do want him. I fantasize about him all the time. I wish he hadn't been my first cheat because I probably would have handled it a little differently now. Sigh! Never regret I say.

Our sexual rendezvous keeps popping in my head at the weirdest time. I mean when I am making dinner or driving in the car, or talking to someone in the supermarket. Yup! A casual conversation with an acquaintance and all of a sudden my mind started to wander.

I keep picturing him entering me from behind in that position where I am flat on my stomach with my butt raised. Him thrusting furiously inside of me. And what gives me the tingles is that while we are so savagely screwing, he took my hands and interlocked them with his...in such a loving manner. It was like a reassurance that even though we were going at it, there was a warm and caring connection between us. To me, that was perfect! The perfect connection, the perfect joining....okay, now I am getting all wet thinking about him.

My Soulmate Chris--My buddy Chris. Totally, that is it. We are friends, we are talking but that fuck we had, fucked the soulmate connection right out of us!! Kind of sad but that is reality, so his plan worked. We've spoken about what happened and in my eyes....still a waste of a cheat. Whether it is filled with passion or whether it sucks...it is still a cheat. So why not get the most of it? Still don't understand that but whatever.

Zorro- my long distance online lover and friend. He laughed about how many times he has been pre-empted for some other post. But what I realized is that it is different with him. I know he reads my blog and to blog about our sexual phone conversations and IM escapades seems like a true "Kiss and Tell." We dabble in the sex area. Some of our sessions have left my panties soaked. He has a way with words....he has a way of being my friend that is so refreshing. He reminds me that he appreciates me probably because he knows I am an insecure PITA at times. But he doesn't mind doing it. He knows I need it, or senses I may need it and he unselfishly gives me that emotional security that I need. He may be my Unmarried Prince Charming but I really want him to find an unmarried Princess of his own (hear that Zorro!!) But I do not want to lose him either....he means way to much to me. There is a chance that I will be in his area in the next few months!! Uhhh...hummm...that will be interesting. I can get the zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz's in person....Sigh!!!

And on a side note:
Oh yes! I am working on that list of 100! That is no easy list to come up with. I feel naked and exposed as I am writing it. Yes, it will reveal a lot about me, probably too much.

And the podcast, after the 1st I am going to work on it. One day Chris is doing it, the next day he is not. The day I am ready to do it....if he can, great , if not I am on my own.

And I am working on my New Years Resolution. I love the beginning of the year...I make tons of resolutions with all good intent on keeping all of them (and usually I'm lucky if I have done 1). But I start a new calendar, I organize and organize and organize and list and list and list!!! And I feel good until I say Oh fuck this! But I do it every year.

So that's it...a bunch of kiss and tell, like one of my favorite flowers!! Quick updates!! Quick writings...it's funny how I feel like half the blog world is vacant this week. Kind of getting an opportunity to hang with my close blogger friends and just chit chat! So how was your day?!?