Yes, it's been a really long time since my last post. Having lived two separate worlds, my blog was always my escape...my second world. After the divorce, the worlds began to mold into one...leaving me with nothing that needed to be secret anymore. A very strange and bizarre feeling and quite frankly very hard to adjust to in some ways.
I am fine! Things are great. Actually, someone in the area had figured out that my blog was me. In fact, they were in a dysfunctional way attempting to blackmail me. Getting off on the fact that he knew who I was and that we could have some fun with it. At first, I denied it but then thought about it and was like how dare he! So I went on the offense. I was able to track down where the emails were coming from (my public library) and they do have surveillance recordings. I knew that once I saw the video I would be able to pick the guy out. I also knew that he must be married and while you know that I would take all my frogs to my grave with me--this one deserved to be approached. I sent him an email that I would not be blackmailed, nor send him private sessions and I told him to show his face! I told him it was horrible that he was making me feel so uncomfortable and I have been through enough. He went away and I decided to not go down to the library to see the tapes. They have kept them for my viewing and the log of emails that went out that day to be able to track him. I have decided to let it go. I am sure he didn't realize how uncomfortable it was and stalkerish....so I am going to leave it alone for now.
On a personal level...I have been seeing one person now for 4.5 months! Yes, can you believe it...Cheri has settled down a little bit and really enjoying it. It's insane...I see him everyday almost because he is going through a killer divorce so he comes here. Mentally we are on the same page, it's almost scary. However, there is a dark side of him that I can't wrap myself around totally.
And the frogs?!?! You know my theory, they always come back and a lot of them have this past four months.
So I just wanted to say hi!!! Miss you all!! Work is not going so great but its paying the bills right now. I worry everyday about money. It's so hard. Sorry, Ididn't even realize I had been on moderation for comments....but now I have released it so write away!! How is everyone?!! I will try to come back this week. As I am writing this I realized how much I miss my blog!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo
