A Horny, Lonely Saturday Night!

I'm not complaining, but Saturday nights I am alone. It's the only night the hubby works...figured one night our of seven and that's when he works. Tonight I am the neighborhood babysitter....I so wanted to finish my podcast but, I can't take a chance...too many kids running around and I cannot chance one of them hearing me podcasting....that will certainly kill my image around town. So I read a lot of my favorite blogs. Boy, did I have a lot of catching up to do and I learned a lot about my blog friends out there.

It must be the time of year, because something exciting or upheaving is occurring in their lives. I love reading all their blogs. Stretch seems to be contemplating some possible extracurricular activity and he is torn, Sasha is missing Evan like crazy, Speakin is flying around the country meeting other bloggers (Erika and Green Eyes), SPG has begun a new outlook on life, Hale is just killing me as he always does with his hysterical outlook on things, Lori is busy with Mentos and Diet Coke (very cool), Scarlett is pretending to be innocent as her friend is spiraling for a heart break (lol) and TMelendez is just being a really good boy and reading!! Of course, Desireous is analyzing and admiring men's cocks.

I can thank Desireous for my obsession with cocks. She actually gave me (many months ago) the outlook on how beautiful a man's cock is. And every time I read her blog..it makes me want some more. I am somewhat less horny tonight than I had been the past few weeks. Well I would hope so, the sex yesterday was amazing. I keep envisioning his cock in my mouth and his hand controlling my head as I totally devoured him. Of course, my encounter must be realistic here. I cannot give up the search because I know, he is going to flip (as usual) and I won't be hearing from him for awhile. But my mouth is watering tonight for a hot, thick cock. I guess it the fact that I am home alone--too much time to think tonight.

Well, I can tell you--I think I pushed Mr. Heart away on Thursday. And I am not sure how I feel about that. Should I have not been annoyed that he couldn't meet? While I didn't say I was annoyed--you have to know my messages hinted it. I'm not shy when I get pissed off. And maybe my Pain In The Ass, High Maintenance---PITAh tendencies were visible...but if you say we are going to meet...I expect a call. Is that wrong?

Oh well....maybe I'll move on to the other doctor.....hey what' s in a body part? A heart man, a foot man, a kidney man......!

Surprisingly, i got two emails this week from people who listened to my podcast and was wondering what happened to Soulmate Chris. It's too late for me tonight to get into..but I will one day. His last correspondence was 4 lines long--pleasant and eye opening. Funny how 4 lines from someone can have a direct effect on how you relate to others. All I will say now is that

"people are quick to judge, people are quick to lecture others, people are quick to forget the past..when it fits their agenda. People look at life through their own glasses and then adjust it to fit what they want it to look like. "